It’s pretty surreal to know that right now it’s 2pm in Singapore and the middle of the afternoon and in Cambridge I’m sitting in the toilet cubicle blogging at 2am and everyone is asleep and I’ve got a pretty violent stomachache.
Anyway it’s nearing the end of the production sprint over here and I must say my stuff is pretty much in order save for a few annoying tasks that I don’t feel like doing, then we enter the POLISH SPRINT (which is not a short race held in Poland, hahahahaha excuse the 2am-in-the-morning joke, it isn’t even funny).
Have an intense desire to just go out walking at 2am in the morning, maybe take a bath and then walk over to Gambit and do some crunching (just for the hell of it) but oh that would fuck up my next day so bad.
Not that I would like to crunch for no reason but I just need to go somewhere so bad.
It’s unbelievable how delightfully my life is spinning out of order.
I’m getting kinda emotional right now, when I get emotional in this way it’s not like I’m dealing with any specific issue it’s more like “fuck it, the hormones again”.
Sometimes when your life is really going along strangely you just let go the damn controls and let the car drive itself and we can all go to hell in a handbusket together (I do realise that this is not one of my most endearing traits though).
I do realise this post is written in kind of a different way from the other posts. It is kind of manic and yet depressive. I suppose cause it’s 2am in the morning.