What use are birthdays if they only serve to make you feel worse than you usually feel?
I hate birthdays cause they just expect you to be happy even though you’re feeling terrible.
What do you do if you have a bad feeling that doesn’t go away?
Usually I’d just blast it out with Knut on the expressway and chiong, if you hear nothing but the wind and see nothing but the blur the assault on your senses is enough to knock anything right out of your heart, no matter how deep it tries to stay.
And just blast until it ’s gone.
But now I can’t blast it away cause my aunt is here.
Anyone knows any other way of making the feelings go away?
